Give Me Back My Heart

"I still love you, Rett." halos pabulong kong sabi while looking into his eyes. He just stared at me like I'm just a nobody and it's fvcking hurt to see it in his eyes that he doesn't want me anymore.

"Well I'm sorry, but I don't anymore." napangiti ako ng mapait, alam ko namang yan ang sasabihin niya. Inaasahan ko na. Pero eto pa rin ako, umaasang baka mag bago at kabaliktaran naman ang sabihin niya.

"I know. But I want you back. Please Rett, just give me a chance. Just one more chance." I know that I don't have the right to say this to him. Pero anong magagawa ko? Mahal ko siya at hindi ko kayang mawala siya sa akin. Sapat na ang ilang taong pag sasakripisyo ko.

He let out a sarcastic laughed and disgust is evident in his eyes, "How dare you to say that? You know that I fvcking hate you right? We are over, Gianna. Our so fvcking beautiful love story are over. You heard me? We. Are. Already. Done. And to tell you what, I fvcking get over being a sick love puppy crazy over you. So please, do me a favor. Please fvcking leave me. Leave me AGAIN and don't you ever come back to my life." napayuko ako alam ko any minute ay tutulo na ang luha ko. Ayokong makita niya akong umiiyak dahil I deserve this.

I deserved all of this pain that I'm feeling right now. Wala rin akong karapatang mag reklamo kung bakit ayaw niya sa akin. Kung bakit hindi na niya ako mahal. But damn! I can't just let him go just like that. Pasimple kong pinunasan ang luhang pumatak galing sa aking mga mata at taas noo kong sinalubong ang mga titig niya.

"I will never leave you again, Rett. If you don't want me anymore, fine. If you don't love me anymore, that's also fine. But remember this, no matter what happens I will get you back by hook or by crook. Kahit makasaga ako ng tao gagawin ko, makuha lang kita ulit. Mark my words." and with one last glanced, tumalikod ako at nag lakad papalayo.