His fallen Angel

Day:
Everyday, I count.
Every breath I take, I measure.
The leap day curse is real. Every four years once, I lose one of my loved ones.
I still haven't found out how to stop it though.
And until I find out, I wont fall in love.
I won't keep anyone close.
My only aim is to keep Ozone, my cousin brother alive.
Even if a random guy forces me into a marriage as a revenge against his father.
I won't develop feelings for my fake husband.
Not when I know how bad it all ends.
Diesel:
All I know is destruction and anger.
Drugs are my temporary reprieve, but how long can they last?
When my father shows me an ultimatum and I have to get out of it, I get the perfect solution in the form of my own personal sweetheart.
He knows nothing but kindness.
He is so sweet, so naive and my darkness calls to his light.
I have the perfect solution to my father's ultimatum.
My sweetheart might not like it though.
It's not like I care. Pretty sure I lost the ability to give a fuck long ago.
I just hope his sweet smiles and actions don't melt my stone heart.
I can't afford another betrayal.