The Boy I Pray to Forget | MxM
- Reads 16,032
- Votes 916
- Parts 57
MatureComplete Tue, Mar 10, 20267h 52m
Jonah Heyes has always lived under rules he didn't choose-rules that taught him that desire is sinful, that love is forbidden, and that who he truly is must stay buried. On the ice rink, he can control everything: the puck, the speed, the pain. Off it... not so much.
Then there's Luca: openly gay, teasing, and effortlessly confident. He sees the walls Jonah has built and doesn't flinch. He doesn't push... but he doesn't back away either.
Jonah wants to ignore the pull he feels, the ache that Luca awakens, the truth about who he really is. But with every teasing glance, every patient smile, and every quiet moment together, Jonah realizes that being himself-and falling for Luca-might be the hardest thing he's ever done.
[Mature themes] [Completed]
All Rights Reserved
Series
enablingelise's MxM collection
- 57 parts
39 parts
38 parts
21 parts
48 parts
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
How To Stay Afloat
Samuel always has been fortunate enough to enjoy a seamless and comfortable life. He had it all. Good grades, aspirations to become a doctor like his dad and the company of the coolest stoner friend group. However, his good fortune came to an abrupt halt when his family moved to a new town where he has to finish his last year at a new school. In addition to his challenges of finding new friends as an introvert, befriending the wrong kinds of people, living up to his parents' expectations, staying away from drugs and fighting anxiety and guilt, Samuel finds himself questioning his sexuality upon meeting Austin, the infamous loner from his class. ⚠️ Content warning ⚠️ Please be aware that this story contains a lot of heavy topics that might be triggering.Complete
Heterochromic Haze
Ledger Olivier is an artist. Intense, ardent and a complete flirt; he's forever searching for the next thing that will make him feel alive. When he meets stoic, serious, heterochromic Everett Hayes, he knows that he'll never be the same again. Everett Hayes is drowning. The eldest of six wayward brothers and the weight of the world on his shoulders, he doesn't have time for passion. He knows better than to fall for his brother's best friend's charm, but when his gaze feels electric, it's easier said than done.Complete
Learning To Love (bxb) ✔️
Liam has never been a people person. Having your parents divorce makes it even worse. Social anxiety has always made it incredibly hard for Liam to talk to people and make friends, so how would he even find a chance at love? At 21, Liam wasn't even interested in looking for a lover... but then Rowan came into the picture. Rowan Steels, a 24 year old student in his masters that was introduced to Liam by his friends. He seemed like the epitome of perfection; a compassionate yet confident personality, not to mention his gorgeous looks. As Liam slowly gets to know Rowan, he finds out it's not all flowers and sunshine on his end either. S L O W B U R N Advised to read Learning Curves first, but not necessary. Started April 19 2019 Completed December 27 2019Complete
The Distance Between Us: Book Two (bxb) ✔️
BOOK TWO IN THE STAGE MANAGEMENT DUOLOGY - AIDEN RYKER I'm frenemies with nightmare fuel! For the last seven months, Nash Fox has made it his mission to make sure I could never forget he existed. And okay, I'm not too upset by it. I could tell him to go away or stop texting me, but I don't. That would be so mean. Except, that comes back to bite me in the ass when I'm invited to Colorado for two weeks. For the Luna-Pierce family games. Never mind the Kitt Luna tour I have to managed in less than a month. Why does it come back to bite me? Oh, right. I agree to go on a Colorado road trip with Nash! Someone sedate me for the next two weeks. Because now, he's there every second, and I already had trouble with getting him out of my psyche. Nash was the brash, cold-seeming 'bad boy' you'd read about. But he isn't those things, and I find out exactly why I'd been so sure of that. My back rooms stranger is Nash. How do I find out? Nash falls into another panic attack, and I'm the only one around. When I find out, there is nothing I can do to keep hiding the feelings I have for the ice-cold bad boy. But we both have secrets, and when those secrets show up through our reactions, we have to figure out how to navigate them. Which is why I begin dating Nash. In secret. Until we can both make sure this is what we really want. Through rescue missions, horse snuggles, adrenaline-activities, snarky dialogue, and stolen moments? There lay a beautiful moment that I become less scared to take. But why does Nash hide this sweet, soft side of himself? I want to find out what he's protecting himself from, so that I can shield him, too. Nash isn't alone anymore, and I need to realize that I'm not, either.Complete![I'm Fine [BxB]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/372248062-256-k942589.jpg)
I'm Fine [BxB]
Kyle is drowning. Drowning in his thoughts. Drowning in his emotions. Drowning in the events that destroyed him. He's exhausted and wants to give up, but someone won't let him. Someone won't allow him to give up. Haze is determined to save Kyle. !!This is a side story to 'Save Me' I recommend you read that before reading this story!!
Cold and Charisma (BoyxBoy)
Riley Lachkov's life has only ever revolved around one thing-soccer. Raised in a family where emotions don't really exist, he's kept a cold front for as long as he can remember. Most people think they know him: a cocky, arrogant, rude jerk who couldn't care less about what anyone thinks. But there's a part of him no one's ever seen-and he intends to keep it that way. Archer Wilson has everything going for him. Top of his classes, most popular boy in school, and Saint Arthur's golden boy. He's charismatic, effortlessly kind, and has a way of making anyone fall for him without trying. When Riley's family immigrates from Russia to the States, he struggles to adjust, forced to start over in a place that feels nothing like home. His closed-off attitude and tendency to act like a total douchebag don't help either-they just push people further away. But Archer doesn't back off. If anything, he's more intrigued by the new transfer student, determined to break down every wall Riley has spent his life building. He can't help but praise him for everything he does, and quickly realizes he's smitten the moment he meets him. What happens when Archer, Saint Arthur's golden boy, starts falling for the new transfer student who seems to hate everyone? Will Riley finally let him in-or keep pushing him away like he always has? #1 in #gay (12.19.2025) tropes: #grumpyxsunshine, #polaropposites, #slowburn, #temporaryunrequitedlove #popularnerdxlonelyathlete #chasingarc #groveling #redemptionarc All Rights Reserved to AsphericityUnder the Rink Lights | MxM
Noah plays like the ice was made for him - calm, controlled, unreadable. Elliot plays like the world owes him something - sharp edges, quick temper, fire under his skin. They're rivals. Different teams. Different reputations. Different ways of surviving. But one reckless hit, one look held a second too long, and suddenly the line between enemy and something else starts to blur. Off the ice, it's supposed to be simple. Casual. No feelings. No risks. Except Elliot is the one who keeps showing up. And Noah is the one who never runs. As cameras catch stolen moments and the hockey world starts asking questions, their secret stops being theirs. Love doesn't just threaten their careers - it forces them to face the parts of themselves they've spent years hiding. Because under the rink lights, everything is visible. And some things are worth the fall. [Mature themes] [Completed]Complete
Stubborn Petty Teammates
Stubbornly agreeing to play goaltender for his rival team, Morgan is forced to be puck buddies with his irritating new captain, the player who left him with an injury. He doesn't expect to fall for the one person he'd rather keep hating. 🏒🏒🏒 Morgan Raleigh could have been a legendary golden boy goalie, but returning from an extended career hiatus leaves him so desperate to prove himself in hockey again that he agrees to play for his former rivals, where Scott Brooks, the infuriatingly cocky player who injured him, is his captain. After a messy breakup, Scott has no choice but to share a room with Morgan, who he blames for the bad press that ruined his relationship. As petty as it may be, the only way he can possibly spend a year pretending to play nice with his rival is through passionate arguments, competitions behind the scenes... and casual hookups where Morgan pretends his goal is the pain relief, and Scott tells himself he only needs the release. But the longer they spend as teammates, the more Morgan's fun side opens up Scott's emotional walls, and the more Morgan questions his sexuality. With the past heavy between them, Morgan must reconcile his desire to return to his old team with his confusing feelings for the person who destroyed him the most. Content Warning: Brief portrayals of paranoia and mental illness (OCD) and addiction behaviour as well as discussions of religious trauma. Please use discretion while reading.Complete
Unworthy Of Love (BXB)
Seventeen year old James is used to having foster kids around the house. Some stay for weeks, others for months, and even the most problematic of them tend to open up to his mother's kindness and gentle discipline. Until the new kid arrives. The one nobody else agreed to foster due to his history. He's trouble, and James finds himself both hating him and drawn to him at the same time. But where kindness has failed, could hatred provide a cure? *** WARNINGS: The story contains mature themes and language. Not suitable for children. Some chapters include violence and may be triggering for some people. Read at your own discretion. -------------------------------------------------- Dear Reader, I hope you'll enjoy this story! Let me know what you think! If you notice any errors or typos, please let me know in the comments section and I'll gladly fix them! #4 in Gay on 2022-05-18 #2 in boyxboy on 2020-03-27 #1 in Gay on 2020-03-27Complete
Don't Touch || BOYxBOY ✔️
Leo is currently juggling university, parties, alcohol and drugs. However, amidst the chaos of his life, Leo's world tilts upside down when he realises he has feelings for someone new. Complicating matters further, it's not just anyone, but his housemate's current partner... who is a boy. Struggling to navigate this new maze of emotions, Leo finds himself withdrawing from his friends. Then, at their local karaoke bar, Leo has an encounter with a mysterious brooding man, forcing him to confront the realisation that he might be on a path of self-discovery and embracing his true nature. [Book 2 / sequel to 'The Abandoned Wallflowers' but can be read as a standalone book] [Mentions of drugs, alcohol, inclining mental health, sexual abuse, CSA, and sexual content/ smut] [Please Vote and Comment as you read along!]Complete
Samuel always has been fortunate enough to enjoy a seamless and comfortable life. He had it all. Good grades, aspirations to become a doctor like his dad and the company of the coolest stoner friend group. However, his good fortune came to an abrupt halt when his family moved to a new town where he has to finish his last year at a new school. In addition to his challenges of finding new friends as an introvert, befriending the wrong kinds of people, living up to his parents' expectations, staying away from drugs and fighting anxiety and guilt, Samuel finds himself questioning his sexuality upon meeting Austin, the infamous loner from his class. ⚠️ Content warning ⚠️ Please be aware that this story contains a lot of heavy topics that might be triggering.
More detailsContent Guidelines