Two Face

If there's no one who wants to save me, why do I still try to save others?

If you ever feel bad, sad, just left out. Then Two Face is the right thing for you.
It's a short story and poems collection about my own thoughts and struggles.
I don't try to express my feelings, I more likely use them to write, they're nothing bad, more likely a friend of mine who hates and tries to kill me.
There's nothing left in my life except for a promise I made for someone and the stuff I write.
If I can't help myself, why not others?
I really hate the humans but not humanity, I know the current developments are scary but if there's no one who can make you smile or feels relatable to something else, then why should u keep going?
Why can't I just kill myself and be happy..