Wonder (Spencer Reid x reader)

I wonder if I'm being real
Do I speak my truth or do I filter how I feel?
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"Try to loosen up, it won't kill you." I heard my friend chastise me, a common occurrence. "My first day is tomorrow, I can't show up with a hangover! Also, alcohol poisoning is a thing you know." I shot back with an overwhelmingly anxious demeanour, another common occurrence. My friend had already downed her fourth shot, and I rolled my eyes. "Sure, you can. I do it all the time." She egged me on, or at least tried to. "You're a bad influence." I said as I sipped my cocktail, it was something fruity that I couldn't remember the name of.
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I wonder wouldn't it be nice
To live inside a world that isn't black and white?
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I woke up with a pounding migraine and a blaring alarm clock. "Ughhh, God I hate mornings." I groaned as I slapped my hand around my nightstand with closed eyes, searching for the silent button. After a few seconds, I managed to find it. "You could say that again." Another voice groaned from the space on my bed adjacent to me. I shot up and my eyes were wide. Quickly, the memories flooded back. "We hooked up, didn't we?" I asked as if I was hoping the answer was no. My eyes scanned over him. He was definitely handsome, but not really my usual type.
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I wonder what it's like to be my friends
Hope that they don't think I forget about them
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I had rushed to get ready, almost forgot my keys too but somehow I managed to get to my first day of work on time. Albeit dishevelled and with a bruise on my collarbone. "There goes a good first impression." I cursed myself when I saw it.
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A/N: Sorry if im not great with descriptions/ synopses, and yes technically this is a songfic so sue me because I can't help what inspires me to write. Updates probably won't happen regularly so if you end up waiting on it sorry