The ABC's
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Last published Thu, May 28, 2015
"My mind is in war. But I don't know what side I'm on, or who I have to hurt to end it." -Astrid
"I can't control my actions, and in my head, I know I can't control the aftermath of those actions." -Bella
"The pain is gone for one second, and then it comes back even worse, and I get sucked back in." -Carissa
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