Trapped In My Own Nightmare (danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil Fanfiction)
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Cassidy Lavon has had a rough life. But she tries not to let that bring her down.
She has a popular YouTube channel, Cassastrophic, which one of her three best friends often appears on.
When things get rough back in America, Cassidy's home, she and her friend Brooke decide to take a vacation.
Their British friends and fellow YouTubers, Dan and Phil, offer them a place to stay for their three month vacation in London.
Cassidy avoids talking about her past. Whenever it comes up, she dodges questions and changes the topic.
What if someone were to find out about what she had suffered?
Would they accept her for who she was, or throw her aside?
But the one question that is constantly on her mind....
"Why me?" I whisper softly, rocking back and forth.
Why did this have to happen to them? Everyone that ever tried to help gets hurt... They always get hurt...
I always hurt the people I love.
What did I ever do wrong?
What's wrong with me?
Why me?
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