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Trapped In My Own Nightmare (danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil Fanfiction)

CompromisedMortality

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Reads 776
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Parts 7
Time 31m

CompromisedMortality

amazingphil dan danandphil danhowell danisnotonfire family friendship phil phillester romance tragedy

Cassidy Lavon has had a rough life. But she tries not to let that bring her down. 

She has a popular YouTube channel, Cassastrophic, which one of her three best friends often appears on. 

When things get rough back in America, Cassidy's home, she and her friend Brooke decide to take a vacation. 

Their British friends and fellow YouTubers, Dan and Phil, offer them a place to stay for their three month vacation in London. 

Cassidy avoids talking about her past. Whenever it comes up, she dodges questions and changes the topic. 

What if someone were to find out about what she had suffered?

Would they accept her for who she was, or throw her aside?

But the one question that is constantly on her mind....

"Why me?" I whisper softly, rocking back and forth. 

Why did this have to happen to them? Everyone that ever tried to help gets hurt... They always get hurt...

I always hurt the people I love. 

What did I ever do wrong?

What's wrong with me?

Why me?All Rights Reserved

amazingphil dan danandphil danhowell danisnotonfire family friendship phil phillester romance tragedy

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Little Do You Know. (Phan) by Janthewriter18

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More Than a Bestfriend by jennicaphantrash

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Finding the Phandom: A Dan and Phil AU by AmberIssues0

Phil Lester is a YouTuber who lives in London. He has a following of, just recently, 4 million people. He has been making a name for himself. He loves his job, but he is missing something. Dan Howell is a law school drop out from the University of Manchester. He has been doing YouTube since he graduated high school. He now does YouTube full time. He has a following of six million people. He still feels lonely. What happens if Dan and Phil never met in 2009? In a world where Dan and Phil aren't "Dan and Phil", will the phandom still ship them? Will fate intervene? Warnings: Language, Depression, Self-Harm, Hospitals Cover Art credit: http://maddox-rider.tumblr.com/

$YouTube • phan {Sequel} by phan_muke$

Sequel to "Kik | phan" since everyone wanted one! "Hello guys Jamie here! And this is my YouTube channel" Dan and Phil got married and adopted two beautiful children. At the age of 15 Jamie, their daughter decided to start her own YouTube channel. But soon started to receive hate for her parents being gay and other things. Dan and Phil don't realize it because they are so busy with their own career and raising their son , Dil, who has schizophrenia. How will Jamie be able handle it all alone? {COMPLETED} **NO SMUT** **TRIGGER WARNING**

Tinder - D.JH. by yuhsuga

[COMPLETED] (This was written before Dan came out! I am in no way meaning to invalidate his sexuality, I love him to death!) Based on Dan's video, "Would you date THE REAL Dan?" but it takes a twist. Said video has since been deleted due to an user request to Tinder's app. Rest in peace, Would you date THE REAL Dan?, 2017-2017. Forever in our memories, but never quite taking it to our hearts. Best Ranking: #1 in #danielhowell Warning: Contains sexual content and some other graphic imagery. ©yuhsuga, 2017

In Another Life (Dan and Phil X Reader) by Liv4Writing

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Hearts Beat~ PhilxReader by Dramatic_Unicorn

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Hello Internet ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

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Touch - Phan by SweetLittlePhangirl

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