Loving You Was My First Mistake
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MatureOngoing5h 14m
Last published Sat, Jul 11, 2026
And how odd it is to be haunted by someone that is still alive,
What happens when two women, each shutting the world out in their own way, collide?
Two years after her father died in a plane crash, Hollywood actress Clarke Griffin is lost in grief. Once admired for her talent and charm, she's now withdrawn and cautious, struggling to navigate an industry that never stops watching. Every camera flash is a reminder that life moves on, whether she's ready or not.
Across the city, Lexa-publicly known as Alexandria Woods-has built walls no one can breach. As CEO of Trikru Technology, she is brilliant, disciplined, and feared, a symbol of control and success. But behind her power lies heartbreak: on that same July night, 2024, she lost Costia, the woman she loved, in an unsolved murder that left her isolated and distrustful.
On May 7th, 2026, fate brings them together at a Hollywood red carpet. Clarke is there for the industry; Lexa, for business. Their worlds shouldn't intersect, yet the moment they meet, something undeniable sparks.
Clarke is messy, emotional, and spontaneous-the exact opposite of Lexa's controlled, untouchable presence. Yet in each other, they recognize loss, loneliness, and the quiet understanding of surviving grief.
As they grow closer, Clarke rebuilds her life and career while testing the fragile trust she places in Lexa. Lexa, chasing answers about Costia's murder, finds herself drawn to Clarke's warmth and vulnerability. But the past refuses to stay buried-secrets, danger, and the shadow of that July night threaten everything they build together.
Two women. Two tragedies. One night that changed everything. One connection that could heal or destroy them.
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