When you think about your past, what is the first thing that comes to mind?
Is it a happy memory?
Maybe an unresolved trauma?
Me? Something along the lines of: "How the hell did I go from 'that' to 'this'?"
It's something I've been asking myself quite often, as of lately.
I don't hate who I became, and I don't regret my past either. Not anymore, at least...
I don't regret it... But don't get me wrong, it sucked.
Nothing I can do about it, though. You can't change the past.
Besides, if you try to run from it, it'll catch up to you. And when it does, it won't be pretty.
My past wasn't the greatest. But everyone has to face it and move on, at some point.
That's what I'm trying to do, at least.
"Suffering builds character" or something like that.
...
But you... You never bothered with any of that, did you?
You haven't moved on...
Always avoiding it with a wink or a joke...
Why don't you listen to your own advice?
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Why am I acting like this? What is wrong with me?
I don't know... Maybe it's the stress talking...
I need a coffee...
...or a drink...
...Any of those would do really.
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My past self would hate my guts.
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"What a headache..."
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