I Don't Know Yet

Rowan has spent years learning how to survive. Keep quiet. Stay hidden. Never let anyone see the cracks. It works... until the day everything breaks. When a tragedy rips through their world, Rowan finds himself spiraling under the weight of grief, guilt, and secrets he can't afford to share. The only problem is Elias. Observant. Persistent. Annoyingly impossible to push away. Elias sees more than Rowan wants him to. And the closer he looks, the harder it becomes to pretend Rowan is fine. As the truth behind what happened begins to surface, the two of them are forced into the same fragile orbit. But survival isn't the same as healing... and some secrets were never meant to be uncovered. Especially the ones Rowan is hiding from himself.