Letters You'll Never Read

My letters to you, the boy I fell in love with in November.

These are the words my heart screams when I look at you, and when all I see is the boy I gave that same heart to.
These are the words you'll never hear because you won't understand, you won't even try.
You weren't gentle with me, but it's okay because at least you were in the beginning.
I wish I could tell you all that I write, but every time I tried, you look at me with those cold eyes, the eyes that once sparkled when you looked at me.