STAY UNTIL IT HURTS - JAYHOON

"I tried to stop loving you.

I really did.

But you are everywhere, even when you are not near me.....

And I don't know how to leave something that has been a part of me for so long.

I don't think you will ever look at me the way I look at you. And honestly? I don't know how to be okay with that yet."

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Jay has loved one of his two bestfriends, Sunghoon quietly for years, ever since middle school, even after a painful rejection.

Now, they are in college and haven't talked since three years.

But old feelings die hard. Jay is still in love. Quietly, hidden behind careful gestures, unnoticed letters and secret acts of care that no one, not even Sunghoon, ever realizes are for him.

But what happens when Sunghoon pushes him away unaware that Jay has never let go ? That it was Jay all along ?

What if Jay gives up ?

And what happens when Sunghoon starts noticing that the notes tucked away, the lunches left without a word, the quiet acts no one else would see, every small piece of ca Jay had hidden in plain sight, has vanished along with him?

How far will Sunghoon go to bring him back before it's too late?

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𝙄𝙉 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙎𝙏𝙊𝙍𝙔 -

# No cheating and stuff
# Mature content and language (18+)
# A HELL LOT of yearning
# ANGST
# SLOWBURN
# He fell first but he fell HARDER