My thoughts on life and about me
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Hello, my name is Koda. This is an About Me kind of thing. But I will also post diary entries.
WARNING: WEIRDNESS AND MOSTLY DEPRESSING STUFF
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Sunny Side Up || dnf (+ karlnap)
Major TW: eating disorder, suicidal thoughts/actions GeorgeNotFound, the 24 year old streamer, is struggling with an eating disorder. He hasn't told anyone, not even his best friend, Dream. But when George is invited to Dream's house for a meet up, how will he hide it from his friends? And how will he deal with his feelings for his best friend? TW are listed in start of each chapter. Started: 4/5/21, Finished: 5/26/21, Edited: 2/27/22 If any of them are uncomfortable with the book it will be taken down!!! Highest Rankings: #1 in #dnf #1 in #dreamnotfound #1 in #angst #1 in #eatingdisorder #1 in #karlnap #1 in #minecraft #1 in #mentalhealth #1 in #sapnap #1 in #karljacobs #1 in #dreamteam #1 in #angstwithhappyending #2 in #gay #2 in #lgbt #2 in #lgbtq #3 in #mcyt #3 in #georgenotfound #3 in #dreamwastaken #3 in #gream #5 in #badboyhalo #7 in #dreamConcluída
The Sparkle in His Eyes ✹ Septiishu
In the perspective of Signe Hansen.... I'm an outcast. No one understands me, and no one tries to understand me. I walk through school, thinking I'm going to be okay, when every day I feel myself caving in. I don't know who I am anymore. I'm just the struggling artist who no one knows about.... That was only until.... I met Seán. (May be triggering: self harm, suicide/ mild adult language is used. No smut) Part 1 of the Jacksepticeye Trilogy 2: Forever Isn't Her 3: Her Eyes Sparkle, TooConcluída
You don't know me
⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Not for the faint of heart, I explore dark parts of my mind and unfurl them for your own enjoyment. All of these stories are true. You don't know me, and you're never going to. This is basically just a shitty diary of my life with very few details as to who I am, Don't want to scare you off. Feel free to read but I don't really care. I'm just a screwed up guy that everyone knows and nobody cares about really. If you can't tell I'll probably swear quite a bit in this so if you don't like that I'm sorry, but this really isn't a good read anyway it's just me complaining about the fact I still exist. Actually no, whilst I did start this to complain about my life, the stories are fluctuating, as I discover I am infact worthy of love, even I don't believe it at all times. I hope you enjoy my rantings. ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
Safe With Me
While George is live streaming, he accidentally outs himself in front of his whole stream. His life seems to be collapsing as his mother figures out the same thing as all his viewers did. George talks to his best friend, Dream, and decides to hopelessly ask to meet up with his "unknowing" best friend after his mother doesn't seem to want him in her house any longer. Dream, however, was watching George's stream as he outed himself and decides to not bring any of it up, realising George hides more and more from him. At the same time he starts feeling things he never felt before, making everything even more confusing that it already was. TW's: -Homophobia (F-slur) -Disordered eating -AbuseConcluída
Mcyt chatfic
Updates whenever I'm bored and I don't want to work on my current story Guys yes I added oc's and myself cuz I'm cringe 😬 Okay there are some triggers- I do not describe graphically. If you have questions which, ask in the first chapter or send me a message. I prefer not to spoil anything :> Ranks: #2 IN KARLNAPITY WHAT THE FUCK #16 in dreamnotfound and #15 in grian ?!?!? What's going on- 26-08-2022 How. #4 in dsmp? IN THE FUCKING GENRE??? 29-08-2022 I got #69 in dnf- REALLY? RIGHT NOW? WHEN GEORGE IS IN FLORIDA?? R U FR???? 02-10-2022 9:32 PM CET #13 in dnf- jesus 20-10-2022 #1 IN HERMITCRAFT 05-10-2022 #1 IN KARLNAPITY? THIS FIC IS ABANDONED WTH 21-03-2023 #7 in quackity 😨 24-03-2023 *finishes chatfic* *dies and gets revived on ao3* *comes back to wattpad as a ghost* *gets #2 in tntduo* *HWGAT* Thank you 😭😭😭 》03-08-23Concluída
Schizophrenia (JackSepticEye x Reader)
- This story was written with no plan or base, I just wrote whatever came to mind. It is very terrible and confusing, but for those of you who enjoyed it regardless of this, thank you so much for the love and appreciation you have showed my story and I. It is appreciated a lot! TERRIBLY WRITTEN, OLD STORY OF MINE. (bear in mind, I wrote this when I was a child, so it's super cringey, and also very confusing). WARNING 1: I do NOT have schizophrenia, but at the time of writing this, I was interested in learning about it! Therefore, I did not have a full grasp of what the disorder really entailed. This story is not a good, nor accurate representation of someone with this disorder! Please do not take it seriously. This story is also not meant to offend anyone with schizophrenia! I apologize in advance. Thank you! WARNING 2: Mature scenes, strong language. Read at your own risk. I wrote this when I was a tween back in 2016, so please bear with me. it's embarrassing af lmao. ---------- I cannot believe over 100,000 people have read this......... Thank you for everything!!Concluída
anxious and alone |dnf|
Streamer Dream (Clay) lives all alone in a small house in Florida. He tries to stream on the daily with his friend George, though after finding out he has feelings for George he becomes depressed. That depression came along with anxiety and addiction. Nobody saw it coming, not even him. TW: drugs, addiction, OD (overdose), anxiety/panic attacks, alcohol, relapse, detailed thoughts, suicidal thoughts/depictions, self harm. (All trigger warnings will be located at the top of every chapter.) COVER ART CREDS GO TO @/vnzndt ON INSTAGRAM 24/7/2022 ~ 30/6/2025Concluída
Alone Without You
George has been raped in the past, causing him a big trauma. Five years later he still keeps it a secret, due to people not believing him. But when this happens again, George's YouTube channel starts to suffer under his major depression, his PTSD and anxiety. He cuts off all contact causing Dream to fly out to his house after he has to go to hospital. But to make everything worse, George stops talking because of his trauma. He appears to be completely muted suddenly... TW's: -Pregnancy because of rape+abandonment kid -Sexual assault (rape (not only mentions)) -Trauma (PTSD)/nightmares/psychoses -Slight homophobia -Suicide attempts -Slight abuse -Self harm REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC :)Concluída
Suffocated | dreamnotfound
George was finally over his best friend, or so he thought. After nearly a year something triggers all his feelings that he had tried to hard so hold back. Now George is on a spontaneous one way trip back to london thinking this will be the key to solving all his problems... but maybe this just made it worse. ~~~~ this book contains: - mentions of alcohol/ bering drunk - mentions of drugs/ being on drugs - fluff & a happy ending - HEAVY angst - sexual reference / acts - swear words - sensitive topics ** trigger warning: ** - depression - suicidal thoughts - assaultConcluída
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