There are times I cannot speak, my tongue tied and twisted, the words dry and emaciated in my mouth. Yet for all of this, when pen is placed to paper, they tumble and fall upon the page - a voice unladen.
Between 2001 and 2006 I embarked upon a journey, which, at the time, was experiential. Later, having traversed continents from the Americas to Europe, and returning to Australia, I realised that this journey was larger, and more fantastical, than anything I saw with my eyes.
So I wrote Inhabited Times. A collection of stories with interwoven themes and experiences, with prequels, fantasys, sequels and strange interludes. Hidden within each story are links to others, though the narrative is never sequential. With a keen eye, the real story may even emerge from the depths of each encapsulation.
This is not truth, and yet it is not fiction. The reality is that these whimsies and indulgences that we find ourselves pondering, that these dreams and nightmares that we experience, are more than the simple act of writing. There are truths here, hidden and wandered, and there is illusion - for nothing of our lives and loves and losses is ever really what it seems.
Of this I discovered, and realised, many years later, in that we truly are a product of these Inhabited Times.
I'm lost. Broken. And nobody knows. I help people, and when you help people, you don't get help. I couldn't look at myself think how a mess I was. It was too late for me to be fixed. Nobody could help me. I was too deep in it for being saved. I had too many scars and thought. I already had a broken mind. When I tried to kill myself and failed at it, they brought me to a mental facility. There I meet other teens with different stories and each with their problems. The longer I'm here, the more stories I get the knowledge. We come together to tell our stories so that we can move on from what hurt us in the past and what waits for us in the future. We're all strangers, but we're all living in this messed-up place call life. So can we overcome our broken minds.
-2014-