I'd sacrifice myself to you

As far as they could remember, anxiety was a thing that colored their days, and fights have become a normal part of a life routine for them. Frank's always pitiful, drowning himself in alcohol and drugs, and Gerard doesn't seem to care. One night, Frank tells Gee about something, that he was never supposed to even know existed. About his love. And then he hides himself away, unable to bear a thought of what could've happen if he stayed there for longer, unable to face the reality of Gee's response. He would've run to away again and again till his time expires, if he could've. But fate meets them at a bar again.
Fear is what runs Frank more than curiosity, so he tries, and tries, and tries to escape this trial again. But tonight, universe's long awaited recompense for its crimes and Frank's wars comes ascended in a form of Gee's words. And for once in a while, everything seems to turn to normal. Until Frank's hopes get shattered in pieces by a creature's wish.

Hi guys!! This is my first ever fic, and for now I'm writing it just for fun, and to relive my frerard hyper fixation, lol. I don't know if I ever get to finish this, but if you enjoy it, I'm glad! I'm feeling not so well as I'm writing this, so poor Frank will take on all my emotional burdens. Have a good read!