Why did he leave? .. Why wouldn't he leave me? I no longer had control of the negative thoughts that clouded my mind, rendering my self control useless. The constant back and forth internal battle always leaves me drained, both emotionally and physically. It's a never ending world war inside my brain. No side ever claims victory or falls in defeat because I am the only fighting opponent. Although I do have battle wounds that stick out like a sore thumb. They may not have scabs visible to the human eye, but my heart and head says otherwise.All Rights Reserved