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Feelings On....
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Ongoing, First published May 28, 2015
Nobody even cares.....
With  abusive parents and trouble at school
my whole life is shit.....When Will It Stop?
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The dark abyss that is my mind: part one

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Do you know that feeling? Nothing matters, nobody cares, life has no meaning. That feeling that you want to just give up? That all you do is use up space and annoy people? That everybody is better off without you? That's me everyday. Every single day I have to restrain myself from jumping in front of a car or taking all my pills all at once. These short stories are my thoughts when I'm alone.