avenoir
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MatureOngoing1h 11m
Last published Mon, Apr 27, 2026
[ jean kirstein x fem!reader ] - modern au ✩
𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨. 𝘼𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙪𝙥 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙡𝙨𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙙.
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You and Jean have known each other since you were ten. Through scraped knees, late-night talks, and growing up side by side, he quietly fell in love with you - the girl always just out of reach.
Then senior year changes everything.
You grow distant. The drinking starts. The bruises follow. And no matter how hard Jean tries, you keep pushing him away... until one day, you leave town without a real goodbye, breaking both your friendship and his heart.
Years later, you return home after your mother's death, claiming you've changed - sober, stronger, ready to start over. But healing isn't simple. Old wounds reopen, and when you begin to spiral again, Jean finds himself stepping back into the role he never truly left - the one person who refuses to give up on you, even when you give up on yourself.
Some people walk into your life and leave.
Others stay... even when everything falls apart.
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heavy themes/topics
18+
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