Do you remember?

Me, Ella, and my twin Ashley were best friends with the Kaulitz twins as kids.
I had interest in Bill, and he did secretly too.
Ashley and Tom were very close, Tom seemed to like Ashley a lot.
One day, after I kissed Bill's cheek for the first time, me and my sister came back at home and everything was empty, no furnitures anymore.
Our parents were running from the police and they told us we had to move out from our city.
We didn't want at first because we didn't know why. And we asked to tell Tom and Bill to say bye but they didn't want anyone to know we were moving out so we had to "abandon" them here.
They waited for severals years, Tom developped a form of trauma, he was horrified by abandonment.
He sometimes become agressive and brutal with Bill because of that. But he always wants him close not to be alone and "abandonned".
In fact they used to wait for us for 10 years.
They are now 20.
They really hate us because they think we hated them and abandonned them and nothing could change their advice about it.
Bill clearly hates me because he was in love with me, and Tom hates Ashley for leaving him too, but they has an obsession about us which is mixed with pure hate..
It's chaotic.