the shi i write when i'm depressed
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Ongoing5m
Last published Thu, Apr 16, 2026
oddly poetic stuff that i write when im depressed (or pissed)
Be warned this is about as serious as my love life, so...
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He really wasn't sure when it started, but he doesn't think it will ever get out of his control like the people in those movies. Their stories are told just to scare people anyways. He was finally noticing a difference this summer. He needed his mothers approval before it would be enough. This he had learned is a tough task because being anything less than perfect does not earn one anything from her.
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