I Yearn For You
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"How can you not see my love for you? You don't even look at me for more than a second... Am I disgusting to you?" Namping asked, his voice breaking into a sob.
Keng tried to hold himself together, but he failed. In the next moment, everything he had been suppressing came crashing down like a tsunami. "You don't love me. You're just obsessed with controlling my life. You want me to be your puppet. You destroyed everything I had... took everything from me. The person I love...the only person who ever truly cared for me... was him." He paused, breathing hard, his chest rising and falling rapidly. You asked if I'm disgusted by you, right?" he continued, his voice trembling with rage. "I'm not just disgusted... I hate you with all my heart." Keng stood there, panting after his outburst.
But Namping...Namping was frozen in place. How could Keng say all this? Where had he gone wrong? He had loved Keng with everything he had, and yet somehow, that love had turned into something Keng could only despise.
Read on to uncover their story. And if it's not to your taste, feel free to leave.
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