Between Heart Beats

"Parasuicidal" A label placed as a verdict over her head by the doctor examining her.She swears she is sane but how long before the cracks start to appear in the porcelain?

Human heart and mind always have various ripples.One's heart can change in a beat and the mind is more complex than a 5 star rated puzzle. Ever since I've grown up, I became more aware about body language of people whenever they socialize.I've realized how easily people show displeasure, happiness and other emotions and I could easily read their emotions based on body language.Growing up with strict parents made me become more aware and easily sense things.It would've been better actually if I died in the womb like how my supposed brother did.Well it'd be better if he was born then I wouldn't need to be here in this world.Many still want to live and enjoy the life given to them but I don't want to anymore.Living here is too bothersome and there are a lot of troublesome things I've experience.