I Could Fall In Love

Maddy's the only person I can say I never felt judgment or pity from. Yes I know my mom, my sister, and Lexi love me. They mean well. It gets suffocating though. All it does is make me feel like I'm disappointing them. Makes me feel like a piece of shit.

With Maddy she just listens, observes, takes things for what they are and decides how and if that fits into her life. No suffocation, no sermons, no microscope.

She's just there.

Most of the time that's what I need and want, someone to just be there. Exist with me, not lecture me about what I already know. Maybe that's why I have such a huge crush on her. She just gets me.

I know she doesn't see me like that and maybe that's for the better. I would hate to lose somebody like her.