Love Behind A Screen

My name is Emma Sanders and i hate my life,Ever since my mom left us when i was 6 i come home from school to get abused by my 1 brother Jeff and my father John. I'm 17 now and i'm in high school (last year).
I could say i'm used to the pain. But i'm not. Yeah my brothers hits are starting to ware out but my fathers hurt more and more. When will this night mare end? Will it ever end? Should it? I have no friends and no family. My so called "Family" hate me. They hurt me for crying out loud. Being abused isn't fun but i could say i'm used to it. But i would be lying. I can't do anything about it and i can't tell anyone either. No one would believe me and no one likes me. So why should i try to get help? Instead i just stay silent. But I met this guy "Alex" on the Internet we have been talking for 3 years and I can say I fell in love with him, he's a total sweetheart, I hope I can meet him one day