Better it Hurts Like This

"I'll get, What i Deserve"
Does this mantra work Every time?

Remei has spent most of her life living with her self-made morals, it doesn't matter how it affects her because she hurts herself more than anyone else.
Living in isolation is what she calls solitude.
But life is about to teach lessons when you need the most.
She has lived in the zone where she felt comfort, while it was absolutely not. And now when she is willingly leaving her comforts behind, what's coming next won't change her life but herself.
How does it feel when you want someone and the only thing stopping you is your own boundaries or maybe the fear.... fear of changing yourself for others.
She wants to keep everything aside when her eyes shine for him "Kris". The man she smiles to, madly. The man she admires and wants to love so badly and maybe get loved too.
It ain't that easy cause the problem is something she can't figure out.
Someone else or Herself.
Loving and getting loved is the only and last thing she wants.
And how?
Is about to unfold....