Depression
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Last published Sat, May 30, 2015
I am depressed. I can't get over him. I never will. I hate love. It's like a swing: The higher you go the harder it is to fall back down. I can't fall down. Even though he's with his ex before me. This is a true story. You may have read my book Love In Good Ole' Georgia... well this is the outcome of all that drama. That story was true as well.
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