Lost to the Blood Lust

Trigger warning! This book mentions and describes the following:
Rape, suicide, self-harm, gore, murder, blood lust, sexual imagery, blood, terrifying imagery, diseases such as schizophrenia, cannibalism, it also contains polyamorous love, alcohol, drugs, and bullying. Please do not read if this bothers you. Thank you.

A book based on a creepypasta OC of mine.

Lyra Gore was always the girl who would bleed for the people she loved. But in the shadows of the Creepypasta world, love isn't enough to survive-you need a monster. They call her a wildcard. They call her unkillable. Lyra Gore doesn't dodge the blade; she walks through it. Driven by a terrifying, vein-crawling blood-fueled adrenaline known as "Blood Lust," Lyra carves a path through the underworld to find her place among the Proxies.

One girl. Two lives. A thousand scars. Lyra Gore is a sweet soul trapped in the body of a tank. To protect her mother and the killer who stole her heart, she will trigger the "Blood Lust" until there's nothing left of the girl she used to be. Whether she finds redemption or total annihilation lies at the end of a blade. The blood is pumping. The veins are glowing. The end is near.

Follow Lyra's journey from a girl pushed to the brink to a Proxy feared by all. When she reunites with her mother, Nova, she thinks she's found her anchor, but the "Blood Lust" humming in her veins has other plans. As Zalgo's shadow looms, Lyra must decide: will her relentless hunger for battle save her family, or leave her lost to the red haze forever?