Teach me (How to let go)
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MatureComplete Sun, Jun 14, 20263h 47m
Shane Hollander has been keeping his sexuality hidden from the world his entire life. He has even successfully hidden it from himself for a very long time to a point where he still isn't convinced that he is gay. Just curious. (it might just be a phase) In order to figure out for sure, he has been convinced to go to a very private and safe queer sexclub, where he can explore without fear of getting outed.
There is only one problem. The owner of the club is a super-hot, Russian man that won't stop flirting with Shane, shattering Shane's idea of him liking men just being a phase.
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