Control over me

Victoria can't remember a time when she didn't think of food as numbers and something that was against her. She has calculations of eating and burning calories and fat running through her head all day and night, but she isn't really sick right? in her head she's strict, she's disciplined and she's just looking out of her health but in reality maybe ana has taken over her so completely it sounds like the voice of a friend rather than an illness trying to kill her.

Author note: my Gilmore girls story will be continued along with this one and I think getting my feelings and thoughts out through Victoria will inspire me to start writing again because my god ive missed it. also WARNINGGG the main theme of this story centres around eat!ing dis0rders so if this is a struggle for you or you are trying to recover maybe don't read this one :)