The Warmth of A Dead Star || Reader X U.A

Perhaps it is not the absence of love that haunts us but the bullet in the back and the scars on our souls its presence gave us.

"I Killed people Aizawa. Those lives mattered." The anger in her voice was betrayed only by the fear in her eyes.
"So does yours. You can't change what you did {Name} you can only stop others from suffering like you did.Don't let your fears steal your future {Name} don't let your pain go to waste. Attending U.A can help you help others." He never spoke, {Name} had realised with any kind of warmth. Only a strong certainty, a breeze of hope she never understood.
"I don't think I can save anybody."Every crack in her voice told the stories she could never dream to voice. "I couldn't even save myself."
"No. You saved yourself more than you know. More than you can realise right now. Now, all you can do is live. Learn what it means to be free again. And fight for the freedom of others."

One broken girl tortured by a past and tormented by the future. Maybe she needs a hug-or maybe she needs someone to show her that life can be worth living. It's easy to kill someone for {Name} . The hard part is realising that you're never the same after, no matter if you're forgiven, if it was self defense, if you were a child. It doesn't matter if you feel guilty. You still did it. And you still have to live knowing that you are breathing air meant for someone else.

{Name} Is just as skilled as she is traumatized, that is to say she can overturn hierarchies, and topple local gangs in her sleep, but maybe her saving grace will be saving others and learning to forgive herself along the way. Getting into U.A piece of cake: combat, critical thinking, and pressure--all things she was good at but being a free again is something no amount of training can save you from.

This is my first fanfic!! I'm sorry if I get anything wrong !!