Okay so, I've lost myself
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I want to kill myself. I'm 18 years old and I want to kill my self. So to help me try not to kill myself I've decided to write every time I feel the urge to try to maybe bring me back from the brink. I'm not a writer whatsoever unless you count my ao3 fanfics as a literary masterpiece but I digress. Writing suicide notes is fairly difficult so I hope with every entry I realize I'm not ready to say goodbye yet
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