why not me

why me

why me why me why me my life is going down hill fast there is nothing I can do to stop it. over my life there has been good and bad times. My wife is dead and I lost my house and it seems like there's no end. People look at me on the street and turn their head with disgust sometimes I think it'll never stop. All my life I've just been thinking down thinking down thinking down is there no end to it do we just all lose hope. Maybe if I think I'm more positive way then I might get more opportunities in life if it weren't for my kids I wouldn't be here today but even my kids think I'm disgusting I'm going to a job interview tomorrow hope it goes well. yes I got the job!all my life I've been saying why me but now I'm saying why not me