(major TW - read desc) vent diary

warning- very graphic triggering themes. I wrote this to be accurate to myself and how I feel, so if you're sensitive to these things, just don't read it. it's not even interesting, it's just a log of what I go through, and I don't know why anyone would want to so much as look at it, but it's out there anyway if anyone's curious. I guess.

this is a personal vent book. there's nothing more to it. everything I say in here is either true or what I believed to be true at the time, and it is not to be treated as fiction, romanticism, glorification or attention seeking. if you continue, know that YOU chose to read this, and I am completely irresponsible for you getting triggered or thinking the wrong things about me.