The Loss Of Myself
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Last published Tue, Jul 14, 2026
After going through a traumatic event, Andrea has to figure out how to go through life and act like nothing ever happened. When Billie comes into her life, things start to become more difficult. Will they be able to become friends, or will Andrea push her away scared of telling her everything.
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Sexual Assault
Abuse
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