Kanashimi
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Last published Sun, Jun 7, 2026
Once upon a nearly forgotten time, there lived a young, broken-hearted artist. He made many mistakes, he said things he should not have. He used to be terribly obsessive. He cried himself to sleep over how at the mere age of [𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐃], he felt like there was nothing left for him. He felt that he had destroyed his life beyond salvaging. Case closed, end of show, there is nothing left to see for this sad boy.
Until recently. With the curtains torn from the ceiling, he re-emerges, shattered from the cranium to the heart but ever determined. No amount of petty immature insults or toxicity he has received and replicated could replace the love in his heart. After all, he still is an easily-influenced fool-but one that tries his best with the pieces of his traumatized mind. The edgy scoundrel within him has given up and been replaced with someone who can finally feel love...
From the suggestive, savage fantasy of "Claws and Fangs" to the depression of "I Hate Living and Wish Death Was Optimal..."
WELCOME, ONE AND ALL OF MY LOVELY FRIENDS TO....
𝐄𝐕𝐎𝐋𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍!
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