Worst At Its Best (Au HARRY STYLES FANFIC)
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Joey Bladelot has depression as a friend, and over thinking as a hobby. You could say she's suicidal, has eating disorders, low self esteem and a disastrous family, well that's how she looks at it. At the other side of the story is Harry Styles, living with his self blaming mother. They have different stories, different ways in coping with problems but same feelings about life.
One day after Joey had a fight with her mom and after the dreadful over thinking of hers, she used a blade for help. Blood streams through the sheet of her bed as tears fell into her eyes. Her mom walked in her room without knocking, and things happened that lead her to a support group for people who have mental disorders and problems.
She didn't regret any of what happened. 'Cause that place lead her knowing a guy named, Harry Styles. And well, sometimes, the worst thing that'll happen to your life could also be the best thing you'd ever think of, as life goes on.
KEEP READING IT'LL BE AWESOME, PROMISE ;)
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