Selfish Cigarettes (cigarettes series #1)

"Payag ka bang bumalik ang alaala mo, kahit kasabay nitong bumalik ang lahat ng sakit na pilit mong kinalimutan?" That's the question haunting Cheska Marielle Alonso.

At eighteen years old, Cheska lost her memories because of the severe trauma she experienced during her childhood. Lost, broken, and alone, she eventually met a woman named Maureen Lopez-the person who gave her the family and love she thought she would never have. Maureen became dedicated to helping Cheska recover the memories she had forgotten. But as time passed and fragments of her past slowly returned, so did the painful truths buried within them.

The more Cheska remembers, the more she realizes that the people she once loved... were also the same people who caused her deepest scars.

Now, she must face the question she fears the most: Was forgetting her past truly a curse... or was it the only thing that saved her?