All We Never...
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Because sometimes, senses are not enough to feel it - you need pairs of them to actually say you have it. But before that, you need to find someone who has the other halves in order to make the whole picture. This is where the complications come in.
As we try to assimilate with each other and find out how that 'l' word really exist, we realize that some eyes wouldn't want to look at the same sky; some ears wouldn't uncurl themselves because of pride; some noses wouldn't want to breathe in a little bit harder; some tongues wouldn't want to be kissed and some skin wouldn't want to be pressed with another.
Then, now what?
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