YOU IN BETWEEN

The day finally came. As much as I want to run away from this, I can't. I know I cannot hide from my father. Lucio is a nice man however I never thought I would marry him. After all, he is a good friend of mine. His smile makes this ceremony less heavy, and yet it doesn't change the fact that I don't have any feelings for him. I thought I could learn how to love him. I thought I could force my heart. There's not a day I wished my heart would speak his name but up to this day, my heart only screams only one name...

Ever since the day she almost died in my arms, I knew I loved her. The way my hands trembled while covered, dripping with her blood- I swore I would protect her, and keep her safe beside me forever. I prayed to all of the of the Gods to save her.

Ever since she whispered my name that day, my heart was completely engulfed by her. I was stupid to deny my feelings. I completely regret leaving her that day. I should've embraced her. If only I did, She's probably the person waiting for me at the altar right now.

I took another step. Deliberately walking slower than I should. I am not ready. I still haven't given up looking. I reached the altar, and my heart ached a thousand more. I can't do this... where are you...

"Getting married without me now, Darling?"