The Blade Was My Only Friend, Until I Met Him

Alone. Scared. Helpless. Alan Ashby has seperated himself from the world. All he knew was one thing. A cold, metal blade. No one would ever know. Guess. Or even care.
Until he met him. Austin Carlile. He's the cute new kid on the block. Soon, becomes Alan's friend after multiple attempts, his only friend. He slowly found out his dirty, bloody secret, and swears to hold him close.
Alan accepts this help and discovers a new feeling.
Love.