Fading Luminosity

What's the difference between living and merely existing when your life moves to the same rigid rhythm every single day?

Kimi Disvinadiya, a half-Russian, half-Eastern boy raised in a strict middle-class household, has spent most of his life following rules so obsessively that even his emotions feel rehearsed. Every day is predictable. Controlled. Safe.

But everything changes the moment he wakes up as a girl.

Despite the abrupt transformation, Kimi continues living exactly as before. Clinging desperately to the routine that has long masked the emptiness inside him. Yet as his new identity slowly begins affecting the people around him and the way he sees himself, the fragile structure of his carefully controlled life starts to crack.

Will this strange change finally force Kimi to truly live?

Or will he continue existing behind the comfort of routine until nothing remains of him at all?