All the things I wish I said

Jokes on you this isn't going to be a sweet and heart felt thing-
I had a friend who was very toxic to me but I didn't realize that she was toxic until this past Christmas break when I was talking to another friend. And because I was going to send her a text about everything I wanted to say of why I no longer wanted to be friends. I didn't. I sent a few things and she agreed that we can stop being friends. However, there's still so much I wish she knew but I'm probably not going to send her it because I don't want her falling into depression and committing... I would never forgive myself. So basicallyyyyyyyyy this is just the other things I want to tell her but most likely won't. You do not have to read it I just want to get this out here somewhere