"Your such an idiot Ashley!" he shouted angry. I was just standing there watching him for a while before I started to answer. "I'm maybe dumb and I'm maybe not the one that knows how to handle everything but I try, I fucking try as hard as I can when I acually try. Look at yourself, is this really what you wanted to be? Are you in any way better than me?" the tears was streaming down my face and I strugged to talk. "It wasn't me, I didn't do anything. It's a reason that I didn't understand" I slowly sat down at the ground.