she's all I wanna be- John Logan

Emelyn Rose Heartlyn has loved John Logan for as long as she can remember, since frozen pounds and scraped knees, since childhood promises and late night calls, since the day he gently took her hands and taught her how to skate. And the problem? John Logan has never looked at her the way she looks at him, through years of friendship, hockey games, and college memories, Emelyn has convinced herself that maybe one day he'll finally see what's been right in front of him all along but love isn't always that simple and sometimes the person you want most is already looking at someone else

As feelings unravel and friendships are tested, Emelyn finds herself questioning everything she thought she knew about love, loyalty, and herself because losing John Logan might break her heart, but wondering why she was never enough might destroy it.