Everyone says ‘the Aileen that I knew’. Truth is none of you ever really knew me. I tried escaping my normal, boring world and ended up here, in the arms of two insane guys I love more than I ever imagined I could love someone. Indeed, kissing John doesn’t feel the same as kissing Edward. I love them in different ways and though I still love both of them equally much. Unfortunately they don’t realize this and with all the trouble this weird relationship created, it drove me into doing something beyond all stupidity.