A Sinner's Muse

Ob·ses·sion [əbˈsɛʃn]
Noun
An idea or thought that continually preoccupies or intrudes on a person's mind.

I am not obsessed. Obsession with anyone but yourself is pathetic.

I keep saying it like it'll save me. As if repeating it will somehow scrap her out of my skull, but it doesn't. The worst part isn't even the craving. It's the way she moves, almost like divinity in motion. I am not one for God, don't get me wrong. I've done things only God could ever punish me for, but she's something angelic.

Not in the soft, innocent way people assume. In a way that will ruin you if you get too close. I am no man of God, like I said, but something about her makes me want to get down on my knees and repent. For every vile, perverted, disgusting thing I've done, the idea of her makes me want to be a better man.

But I know better, because there is no saving the Devil.