" hi my name is ally Horne and I have , well hate to call them ' mental disorders ' but sadly that's what people call them and my two disorders are anxiety and depression , now I know now and days a lot of teens seem to have them , well I'm different I don't like to tell or talk about these things I have or even to talk about life and well I have an Internet girlfriend that my parents know about but what they don't know is her age and well she 20 and I'm 16 and this is are story .... I guess . "