Law And Order- Bungo Stray Dogs x Reader Insert

Y/n, a young detective who works at the well known Armed Detective Agency, happens to be the holder of an abilty so abstract, even she has trouble working with it.
After being born with this curse, and having little to no memories of her childhood upto the age of six, forgetting her real family, and her older brother, and adopted by adults who have scarred her for life, little miss y/n struggles to find her true place in this twisted world with her ability.
The question isn't if she will succeed...
The question is if she will survive the battle laid in her path to freedom from the agonizing chains of the past.

Reader insert (female); story line will be included; spoilers from different light novels and manga

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Trigger warnings- Traumatic childhood, possibly unsettling to some users, suicide mentions and attempts (Dazai), existential crisis, melancholy, depression, dark humour, trauma, PTSD, C-PTSD, psychological games, gore, death, confusing wording (English is not my first language) and more. (Will be added)
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"No dont hurt her! Pleas-!"
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"Please get me out of here! I don't wanna stay here anymore!"
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"No, no, no, no-!"
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"I'm sorry! I won't do it again I swear-!"
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"HELP ME-!!!"
"AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!"

"Truth isn't reality...It's just the absence of lies..."

Does that mean......
I'm living in a twisted reality?

"No"
"?"
"It means you've got horrible sight"