This Time, I Will Live For Myself.
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Last published Sat, Aug 1, 2026
When a world-famous actress dies of heart disease, she awakens inside a novel as a forgotten side character. In the original plot, this character is destined to lose her mind and vanish into obscurity.
Terrified of this tragic fate, she searches for any way to stay away from the main story and the people in it.
Yet, the harder she tries to distance herself, the more she is forced into a dangerous role she never wanted to play.
Can she escape the echoes of her past life and finally find the peace she deserves?
Or will the crushing weight of hidden truths and inescapable memories slowly drive her to the very madness she is trying to run from?
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