Love me. Kill me.
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Pills spilled into different piles lie over my sorrow stained sheets. Some to relieve my pain others to keep me from assaulting anyone in my corrupted vision. Spiraling further into darkness after every gulp of reassuring engineering, produced to keep people like me from ruining our "perfect" society.
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